Tuesday, May 23, 2006

SAAPAN - The Insider Story

NOTE: This will make sense only to people who are either from POLY or who have lived with SAPAN or know about 101-27.

This is about a friend of mine, who left for California to begin his own tryst with destiny. He is a changed man nowadays,changed in a lot of ways from the one I met first in the fall of 2003. Then he was this thin, wide-eyed, "innocent" desi fob, but not now. He is a changed man indeed. Gone are the days when he was like me or some of my roomies, cracking jokes, taunting others with his inimitable style and of course had everybit of the care-free attitude about studies one gets as soon as the first midterms are over and one realizes that only the place of study has changed(US) and not himself. But now he wants to find meaning in life, order in chaos, light in darkness, melody in the cacaphonous world around him. If you are still not able to appreciate what i am driving at consider this, he even tries to find "sense" in 101-27.

He left to California last weekend, leaving behind a bunch of guys in 101-27, who owe every bit of their unquestionable knowledge of human anatomy (he doesn't discriminate between male and female form) to him. He was such a dedicated teacher in human anatomy that he used to bring up some part of the human body, some of them really vital for survival of humans as a species, in almost every conversation of ours, be it cricket or cooking or studies or something as mundane as weather. He had such a deep understanding of biology, that he used to explain topics as varied as aero-dynamics to engineering drawing to plain physics to even literature using biology, anatomy especially. I myself used to wonder what such a brilliant mind as this with such a bent for biology doing at POLY. I could only envision the presentations he has given over time in INDIA and in POLY for GRADCENTER and i can sense the sudden euphoria (the eureka feeling) people in audience would have got with every intricate detail explained away with HUMAN ANATOMY. Some say Mathematics is the universal language. I used believe it blindly until i met this soul. He is also the one who showed us the joy in calling someone a fatherless child. I used to be very very apprehensive of the word, even a kinda phobia initially, because of societal conditioning, until i met him and moved into 8425, the first stop for almost everyone in POLY during our times. Just like MORPHEUS (MATRIX), he showed me how to free my mind and call anyone any name. Now there is a whole crop of us (the ZION if you will) waiting to unleash the joy upon others by calling them a fatherless child. Anyways, he became a little reclusive of late, and when SUNIL tried to impress him with some of Biology lessons learnt from him he was reprimanded and admonished for even trying to bring up something remotely related to human anatomy. We wondered what on earth has made this soul to revile something that used to be the source of knowledge and joy and which held the key to all the answers in this universe.......It was only a few weeks later that things began to unravel in front of our eyes.

Anyone who has lived with him, or for that matter know him a little would know his love for cooking. This was the guy who used to cook for many persons, multiple dishes in 8425, before the kitchen there was renovated (few know the true condition of the kitchen it used to be). He even invites people (ALEX will know) to cook along with him to come up with exotic dishes that would make anyone to salivate. He is such a brave soul that he used to say that he just saw a mouse run over the stove casually and start cooking as if nothing happened. But recently i heard him say he was against cooking at our kitchen because it is unhygienic. I was confounded to the core, for only the previous night i saw him making a good meal for himself in the kitchen. As usual, the simple mind of ours couldn't fathom what was happening in our kitchen. I was all the more confused because i was in the kitchen cooking at that time.

Everyone in POLY knows how well the POLY BROADCASTING SERVICE(PBS) works. Seconds after you think of doing something, everyone and anyone in POLY knows about it. Thats how efficient and professional the PBS works. But, how many of them know that it was founded single-handedly under the able leadership of our guy. He used to dorn multiple roles, apart from the founder, he used to be the president, Public relations officer, recruiter etc., until PBS had enough people to manage itself (it took like a couple of semesters for a critical mass of desi students to build up). As one of the intial members in PBS i can only attest to the sincerity and commitment he had for this new service. However, one day he said something which made me think i was hallucinating. This is what i heard, and even now i am not able to believe it happened. He came to me and said, "Dude, do you know what I realized?" I as usual gave blank look, for i was sure if it had taken so long for this GUY to realize, it would take a few lives for me to understand. He went on, "Dude we should speak some sense. I realized we should stop talking non-sense." A lot things raced through my mind. The sleepless nights we spent creating an establishment like PBS, the hard work put in by so many people only to be forsaken by the founder himself. And that too in a place like 101-27, the temple of GOSSIP and that which represents all that stands for non-sense. It was heresy. And the founder himself committing blasphemy. My eyes welled up. My anger knew no bounds, and all the biological words he had taught me came to my mouth in an instant, only i couldn't utter even a single one. Thinking i was understanding what he was saying he went on and on...........

GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR JOB DUDE....It was fun living with you.

C Karthikeyan

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I will get to se ehim ore often now that he is in LA.

He said " We shoudl speak some sense and stop nonsense" to me too many a time.

Only, I never knew what it meant. I mean, we should afterall speak what we feel like speaking. That part is still nto comprehensible.

Other than that, I hope to see him the weekend following th elong weekend.

Anonymous said...

previous comment by
-srinivas

Anonymous said...

Although PBS would cease to exist in 101-27 following Saaaapan's and Baniya Kone-golu's exit, one must applaud the manner in which he has nurtured and spread PBS all over Ozone Park, the Poly Gradcenter and elsewhere. I'm sure he will continue to actively participate in and shower his blessings on this amazing creation of his - The Pee Bee esS!!

-Anand

Anonymous said...

I soo agree with the blog thoughts...but u can't blame him i guess...situations tend to change a person(for better or for worse) it depends on which side of it you end up.

Anonymous said...

well it seems a bit toned down...and suitale for all ages version....but was wodnering as to when this change trasnformation occured??

I thinnk you should relase a uncut uncensored version too ;)

Koushik

Anonymous said...

great one there Karthik! Sapan has truly been a great inspiration to all of us in Poly. We have seen him from day 1 in Poly and the first 6-8 months were some of the best times we have had!!

good luck man!

Anonymous said...

karthik bhai i have only this...sahi hai sahi hai bhai lage raho..... n wishin sapaaan all the best 101-27 rulzz - tapan

Karthik said...

all the best to you sapan